green is the color

suggested track: "who's got the crack?" by the moldy peaches

thank you to all those that have sent me an e-mail the past few days. it helped a lot and it helped keep my head on straight. many people have told me what bullshit it wasn't that i was awarded an interview, and there was noticable shock on a couple of my professors faces when i told them. it still really sucks, and i still can't stop thinking about it, but at least i'm not the complete wreck i was on wednesday and thursday.