all i want to do is ride bikes with you…

ben

::

22 mar 2002 :: 02:12pm

suggested track: "nothing came out" by the moldy peaches

you have these lovely, wonderful eyes i can't stop looking at. and an incredible smile.

why do i feel like i am always falling into the same trap? or better yet, why do i fall into the same trap? you would think that i would have found a better way out, or at least one that doesn't hurt so much. how do you go out on a limb without getting hurt? can you? how do you even go out on that limb to begin with? this sucks.

what is it about having a crush on someone that compels you to be an ass? is there a way to tell someone without being so dumb about it? is there a way to tell someone without being drunk? it doesn't matter anyway, because i know she's not interested.

could i be any more pathetic? i don't think so. this entry blows. i just want to go back to sleep.

oh, those eyes…