sudden explosions

i miss my brother. i never imagined he'd end up staying in LA and i am sad about that. and im sad we didnt get to really hang out over break with just the two of us. i want to run errands with him and wait for him to finish looking through cds at plan 9. and be forced to go to mongrel so he can look at picture frames and bar ware. and ride in the back seat while mike or david or eric or matt or ian is in the front seat. or go to the salvation army. or spend a day in new york walking around the art shows in dumbo. i want him to come home.