nothin new nothin new i aint sayin nothing new

what's new? i havent been posting. im feeling drained. ready to finish the semester and figure out what the hell my thesis will be about. ready to get on with my thinking about where i fit into design now and where i want to fit in later. ready to sleep more. drink less coffee, and be able to go to the gym every day.

what's new? no one reads my posts. based on this link, no one really reads my posts. what do i have to write about to be more entertaining? have i just gotten too vague? too aware of the fact that a few people actually do read this thing and since i dont know who those few are, i censor my statements so theyre user-friendly to just about any visitor to this site? too cocky? too shy? whatever the case, the thought has crossed my mind that the way i post might have changed. or perhaps we're all just jaded now that you can get anyone's musings anywhere on the web at any time of day about any subject. and not surprisingly, they all sound pretty similar.

what's new? to be honest, my apartment is a bit of a mess, though cleaner than last week, my body is a bit of a mess, though better than last week, my cell phone is still not holding a charge so im not calling anyone, my computer still only has 10 gigs available and that's only with creative daily data management, and i have a lot of laundry to do.

what's new? im working on a project about people's online confessionals and how sites like these are half-camouflage, half-broad-daylight-open-season. and a project for the photo thesis 2006. and a project about silkscreening. and a silkscreening project. and a paper about whether the good parts of modernism are reconcileable with projects for the common good. and with the residue of fascism.

what's new? i have a small crush. and i am enjoying the people around me. and i tangoed for the first time this weekend. and i am looking forward to this weekend when i hope to get some things done, and go to a movie, and go to the gym, and eat well.

and now you know what's new.