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peterpaulandmary. lost emails. space heaters. men's health magazines, teenvogue, bodybuilding mags, marthastewart, ok!. unfinished projects. mango/coriander lotion. ergs treadmills elipticals. hoodies, bean boots, tissue tees. umbrellas. rainjackets. low light. pursuers im not into. pursueds not into me. facebook inquiries by acquaintances whos faces i cant place. stars. cold breezes. green tea. americanos. buttered crackers. lemon water. thai noodles. full trash cans. clean laundry. modern organic product's vitamin c line. stella's sheer fragrance. thoughts of cars. preparation for the coming months. anxiety about all of my friends getting married. need for a design muse. for a pair of arms to fall asleep in. for a pair of pair of woolen slippers to put on in the morning. for a new pair of glasses. for a new lamp at the studio. for a car. for a car trip. for a visit with tripp. for a breath of fresh air. chinese candies and rubber bands. body masks and tanning beds. girly movies and last classes.