breathe part v

fingers smelling like cigarettes. lamps from urban outfitters. inkjets prints. laser prints. either way youll love the flip flap. calls to andy ho. calls to tally ho. bridesmaids dresses and direct flights to the west coast. decompression not an option. highs. lows. bathtubs and q tips and atms and .movs. i just dont know what to do with myself. doors. thoughts of windows to the south. cork boards and more nicotine. long runs and cemeteries. and soon, i'll be out. holland, california, florida, dc, richmond. …i just need that thought in my head that when i leave, it will all be different. and it will.