two days dry, working on number 3

something about my perception of time has slipped out of sync with the actual course of events. i know this because when my diploma arrived in the mail on monday, i realized that it had only been 6 weeks since graduation. could be just that i want everything in my life to happen faster or that i've packed too much into such a small segment of my life. whatever the reason for this disconnect, i've noticed it mostly because i started keeping a calendar over the last month, using it both to plan for future appointments and to record the daily experiences that i deem interesting enough to type into ical.

looking back over the past month, after i get past the surprise of how little time has elapsed, i start to wonder how i'm not more exhausted than i am. then i wish i could just take a nap sitting here in my chair. this is all sort of ironic though, because last weekend i did almost nothing and of course that was too much of that. the day i had yesterday was busy from the moment that i arrived at work and it was the best day i've had here yet. confusing isn't it?

i'm a train tracking one route through an ever-branching rail system.