'on the couch'

petunia

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14 sep 2005 :: 10:37pm

i got touchy with tripp today when he suggested a six-pack as my gift for my niece's baptism this weekend. ha ha. it really got under my skin and i realized i am weirdly protective of alison. i don't like thinking of her as anything other than pure, innocent, and wonderful to the point where i didn't even like associating her with beer.

i think a lot of my bursting, intense, unconditional love for my niece comes from my mom, almost a way of reconfiguring my emotions, like i need someone to channel my love into.

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