'before sleep…'

1.36am

the first bar we went into tonight was playing new kids on the block. the second bar had a dog walking around in it. i do love new york.

over drinks tonight i tried to will myself into falling in love with jill's friend barry. it didn't work.

4.15pm

while i am so psyched for the skins game to be on tv here, i am sad to be watch the game today by myself without someone to 1) cheer with, or 2) talk shit to. i considered going down the street to a sports bar but i feel a little intimidated going by myself. hm. in any case, go skins. and besides, clinton portis is a way better name than cadillac williams.