madeofglass.com

a collection of reflections by people i have known

by petunia

i’m hard-pressed to convey how intense this week has been.  production in CA – i don’t think i have ever worked so hard in my entire life.  but it was so fucking fun…  i’m sitting in my rapidly-emptying greenroom with that pit-in-my-stomach, end of summer-camp feeling.  i will exchange email addresses and promise to write and do so with fervor for a little while, until that newness wears off and this week will stand alone in my memory as one solitary time.  i didn’t expect to feel melancholy at this point.

i surprised myself this week – proved to myself a lot about what i can accomplish when i bust my ass.  by october 1, there will be 17 professionally-shot and produced videos of me available on the internet, teaching the writing section of the SAT test.  i worked as the “talent” for silicon valley-funded start-up company, and had a camera crew following me around.  i shot footage on the street, and had onlookers applaud at the end of a take.  it’s pretty cool to stand back and marvel that this is my life.

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