a storm is abrew and its sure to fall soon

roxy

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27 feb 2007 :: 04:03pm

for the longest time i felt like i was living life with my eyes on the future. there was a sense of….not the present being ephemeral, but the status-quo being impermanent. it caused me discontent. post mountain view move at some point i began to feel settled- both content and living in the moment. now i'm looking ahead, trying to figure out whats next and feel like i'm torn between the two- i'm fighting to stay in the here and now, but its very difficult to do when i'm trying to figure out where i want to be next.

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