'hey mr. dj'

man oh man. i am so stressed. i have homework to do, test to study for and the fair to go to. ug. im really worried. itll all work out though.

last night was spent at 'have a nice day cafe' - a wonderful place where soriety girls go to die. i wanted to poke my eyes out. it was like a car crash - i just couldnt look away.

matt is working on convincing me theres something wrong with the way my brain is wired. we had a lot of talk last night about sex and the sluts that pranced in front of us. he couldnt understand why i didnt want a one-night stand. or why sluts disgust me. course this was the guy whose evening was made when his wfife danced with this slut on a speaker. check and mate i think.

but it does make me wonder. am i stupid for only wanting sex with people i love (or at least really really really like)? its confusing to me. anyway. i could go on for a looong time on the whole thing. and i choose not to.

on a more upbeat note, i did have a wonderful talk with roxy last night. which while cool, only serves to frustrate me further. but then im an idiot.

i fall in love too easily. sigh.