'who gets the blame'

today has been good. yesterday was too for that matter.

today has been one of those day where i seemed to have a had revelation after revelation. its 5pm here. and i have realized 3 things today:

1. instant messaging turns people into 2d characters. left to be filled in by the assumptions and hopes of the person on the other end. this is both sad and unfortunate.
2. most girls wear victoria's secret.
3. i try waaaay hard to impress people sometimes. (yay! blur just came on radio 1. mmm…evening sessions 10th anniversary) i should stop that. even though i dont do it on purpose.

what else? i watched a few minutes of power rangers this afternoon. it almost made me cry. why? i dont know. its alomst sad in itself.

i had the most fun i have had yet in illustration this morning. i did the best drawing yet. its been difficult to remember how to draw after not doing it for 2 years (its been that long - im still surprised. drawing was my thing. it almost makes me angry.)

i was all happy about the drawing. until my teacher said it was good cause i did it so quickly. but that next time, to try to be more realistic. arg. so frustrating. i grew out of photorealism years and years ago. i dont want to draw it exactly correct. if i did, id get a camera. so it looks like im still going to hate this class.
i want to give mad props to aubrey and roxy. though they dont realize it, i have been spurred into action - i have started updating on a regular basis and im finally going to archieve my front page ramblings. im also going to type up old, old entries and put them up.

so that makes me happy too. thanks guys.