'way out there'

i didnt want to go to work this morning. i wonder if its possible to be addicted to a person. is that just called love?

im laying my right arm in the sun because thats all i can do.

for some reason today is a 'clear' day for me. everything seemed clear and good. today feels like life is supposed to.

'if i were a water molecule'
im sitting waiting to go into class. im watching boys look at girls who look at boys and i am reminded of blurs' 'girls and boys.'

i still like the smell of spraypaint. there was a man marking the street as i walked to class. i havent smelled inhalents in years. well, i never did then. as a child, i used to love the smell of gas.

342-321=21. she does it again. now its happening in the rest of my life.